咬 苛责 不断的苦痛中释
It was no worse, she said, on his birthday or the anniversary of his death – it was a constant, daily, gnawing sense of loss..她说,在他的生日或者忌日并不会更难过,这种痛苦是持续的,每天你都感觉到失去他的刻骨的痛。
gnaw at,啃,咬;侵蚀